Journal Entry: Sun Apr 26, 2015, 5:47 PM
First of all, I guess it's about time. I need to vent out once and for all.
I admit depression has been getting into me ever since; even before I decided to use Unity and back to Flash, or I think even way before that. If you noticed the lack of art lately and some weird shit i've done. There has been a lack of activity, and I have been stuck with development. No matter how much I study, any information won't stick to my head. I had been having outbursts every now and then. I have given some rude and inappropriate comments to some, and several other shit. I've been completely paranoid to nonexistent attacks, and several other delusions that I am completely aware of, but I have been involuntarily doing.
To everyone i've offended and disappointed, I deeply apologize. I admit i've lost control at times... or most of the time. I am very sorry.
I want to change all of this. Even though the world is against me right now, i've been trying to cope. I need to drive and divert myself out and bring back the healthy well-being. To everyone, I need to make amends. Please tell me how.
I've been gaming, but I find myself throwing the game badly. I did try to draw, but I lose the drive. Sometimes though, I do get the urge to draw, when I am obligated to. That's why I wanted to open the commissions. However, in limited slots for now. If this goes well, I will open more slots. Don't worry, I will still do development with Shogakkou. However, I want to feel the obligation as drive.
$5 - Simple sketch
$10-$20+ - Color sketch, no/abstract background
$25+ - Color drawing, simple background
$30+ - Polished(subjective) drawing, simple background
Flash Animations/Dressups/Games - Please PM me for details.
Please add an additional for extra subjects or detailed backgrounds.
I will open 5 slots for images and a slot for Flash. Slots carry over to Y-Gallery or other sites.
Nudity or R-18 is okay, but would be conditional for submission. I won't do weird and grotesque (scat, pee, gore) fetishes. Furry/Kemono is very minimal. I won't do anything that is based on real life, either people or characters from live-action shows.
Donations for Shogakkou would be appreciated.
I guess that's all I have to let out for now. Thank you for hearing me out. Thanks for everyone who support me.
Listening to: Whatever's on the playlist.
Playing: Nothing pleases me for now...
Eating: Whatever's left
Drinking: Whatever's left